First, 8 kids is a lot to keep track of, I can't imagine adding more things to track on top of that 😂
Second, I think it is so beautiful when we feel secure enough in sobriety that something else presents itself to be worked on AND it also feels like, Seriously? Something else? Can't I be done fixing myself?!
I loved reading these reflections. Great essay, Kristen.
I think this is the golden ticket to freedom, how you said- “And so I investigate.” That’s it right there. The knowing something is pulling you away from what you know is a better option for your body and life. Not shaming ourselves, just investigating. Why am I continually going off track with my food plan? Why am I not staying in alignment with my writing goals or money management plan (🙋♀️ hi that’s me)
Me, personally, food was my first addiction. It has so many ties to my family of origin stuff/safety, comfort/love. And I think it’s so much harder to really get under control than the alcohol because we NEED food, everyday.
I’m reading a book now that I’ve had on my nightstand for MONTHS yet I wouldn’t crack it open. Women, Food and God by Geneen Roth. Ummm. It’s cracking me open. Making me get even more honest with myself.
I’m with you Kristen. There are so many ways to feel “itchy” when we really pay attention.
I totally agree it is harder to assess because there’s no abstinence plan for food, haha.
I will get back to you on that book….i have literally been looking for a book about these issues, so thank you, and thank you, universe, for the perfect timing! 💕🥰
First, 8 kids is a lot to keep track of, I can't imagine adding more things to track on top of that 😂
Second, I think it is so beautiful when we feel secure enough in sobriety that something else presents itself to be worked on AND it also feels like, Seriously? Something else? Can't I be done fixing myself?!
Thanks for including my words. It means a lot 💕
Hahaha exactly. Like COME ON. Really?! Time to level up again already? Damn you, Pluto!!! 😂
I loved reading these reflections. Great essay, Kristen.
I think this is the golden ticket to freedom, how you said- “And so I investigate.” That’s it right there. The knowing something is pulling you away from what you know is a better option for your body and life. Not shaming ourselves, just investigating. Why am I continually going off track with my food plan? Why am I not staying in alignment with my writing goals or money management plan (🙋♀️ hi that’s me)
Me, personally, food was my first addiction. It has so many ties to my family of origin stuff/safety, comfort/love. And I think it’s so much harder to really get under control than the alcohol because we NEED food, everyday.
I’m reading a book now that I’ve had on my nightstand for MONTHS yet I wouldn’t crack it open. Women, Food and God by Geneen Roth. Ummm. It’s cracking me open. Making me get even more honest with myself.
I’m with you Kristen. There are so many ways to feel “itchy” when we really pay attention.
Thanks for the shout out 🙏🏼
Ordered on audible. More soon! 😘
Oooooooh! I am going to read that.
I totally agree it is harder to assess because there’s no abstinence plan for food, haha.
I will get back to you on that book….i have literally been looking for a book about these issues, so thank you, and thank you, universe, for the perfect timing! 💕🥰
Loved reading these reflections from Maria and Allison! Very moving. Thank you for including mine alongside them.